Do you mind if I whine for a little while?
Thank you.
But wait, why am I thanking you? It is my blog after all.
Any who, I have this strong desire to re-decorate my entire house. I want to change everything. OK, when I say everything, I might be slightly exaggerating, but I would like to change a lot of things.
I have a lot of ideas for this little house of mine. It isn't my dream home but if I am going to be in it for the next 5-10 years, I want it to be decorated the way I want it to be.
It just freaking requires money that we don't have to waste on something so "frivolous". I don't think it's frivolous but hubby thinks it is. I don't get major points in this argument because well, I don't think having stilettos in every color is frivolous. I think it is a necessity. Well, except for white stilettos. I think that is frivolous.
I wish I were crafty. I wish I was a DIY type of gal but I am simply not. I have tried and in the end I just end up wasting even more money because I fail. I just don't have that bone in my body and I have finally accepted it.
I didn't want to accept it in the beginning. I would attempt a project and just want to choke myself after. I finally had enough of telling myself, "I told you so" again and again.
So in the meantime, I will continue to look at blogs with women that are crafty, continue to look at blogs with women that aren't crafty but have the money to redecorate any room in their house that they please. I'll continue to imagine in my mind how awesome my house would look with the ideas I have in my mind.
I have to keep telling myself that there is nothing wrong with redecorating a little at a time. I am just so impatient and I want the house to look the way I want it to look right now!
Good thing the hubby pays no attention to my tantrums because if he did we definitely would have walked out of Marshalls yesterday with a $75.00 mirror that I have no idea where to even place. With all the damn windows in the house it is a wonder that I can even hang anything!
I think it has something to do with the fact that yesterday marked our first anniversary of owning our house and I just felt that I would have been a little closer to having the house the way I want it ...
Lord, give me patience, I terribly need it.