.Oh the pressure.

When I first started blogging it was easy peasy. Before wedding planning I didn't even know that blogging existed and once I learned about it I thought that only photographers/professionals had blogs. Imagine my surprise when I realized that even I could have a blog.

I didn't have a hard time finding something to write about. Wait, let me take that back. At one point I actually questioned if I should even continue blogging. I would forget that I had a blog or just didn't find anything to write about.

Once I realized that I enjoyed writing about my every day life, my husband and marriage it became a lot easier.

1 follower went to 20, then to 40 and now I have 56 fabulous followers.

Now that I have so many followers I began to doubt what I should write about. How can I keep their interest? Should I continue to write so much about my marriage and my stud muffin of a husband? Should I tone it down that way my followers don't think I am this crazy mushy woman, who just likes to talk about her marriage, that is a lot more amazing than she thought it would be?

So I went on to talking about the house a bit. My stinky roof and trying to figure out how to decorate my small starter home. That interests me a lot but I also know that my house isn't an HGTV house so people might not really want to see my small backyard, lol. I don't have the issue with trying to keep up with the Jones'. I love my house but maybe others don't, so hmmm, maybe I should limit my house posts.

It is funny that when you start blogging you hope that you can get more followers. But with the growth of followers you actually begin to doubt your blog. You begin to wonder if what you are writing about is really all that important.

I have come to the conclusion that it is OK to doubt your blog. It is OK to wonder if your followers think your blog is great. But I also came to the conclusion that no one follows someone they aren't interested in. So, maybe people want to know about my marriage. Maybe people want to know about my cooking success stories. Maybe people want to know that I bought new decorations for my house. Maybe people want to know about my weight loss journey. Maybe people want to know about my cat. Maybe people want to know about how much I love shopping. Maybe people want to know about how much I love my friends and family and especially my most adorable nephew in the world.

I am going to be real to my blog and to myself. So keep coming back if you like to hear about my life with this amazing, amazing man .... and who knows maybe one day 56 followers will become a lot more! :)