I ♥ Him.

I am that person who can't hide her expressions very well. It kinda sucks. Sean always says that he knows when to stop just by the expression on my face. I say it is my warning, sometimes a warning to stop or I can't be blamed for what I say or do.

The last few days at work have been a little much. I love my job but sometimes I just want to get up from my chair, stomp my feet and then scream. And of course sit right back down.

I am that person who can't hide what she is feeling in her voice. It is horrible. I can tell Sean I am OK and he just knows I am not. Once he knows I am not OK, I can whine a little bit and he will listen. He has even learned not to give me advice; he knows I don't want advice. I just want those adorable ears of his wide open.

Today, I was telling Sean how much I didn't want to go to the gym. I just wanted to relax at home after this long, dreadful day. Normally he would say, "Go to the gym, you're going to make a big deal about not going later".

Instead he told me, "Go home".

When we got home we cooked together and watched a movie on the couch. We didn't talk much. He actually would fall in and out of sleep during the movie. Typical.

But looking down at him with his head on my lap, it made me smile.

It made me smile because I can turn to this person at any time. No matter what, he would be there for me. He doesn't have to say much, his presence says it all.

I realize that a day at work won't always be pleasant; but when I go home I can expect to find a man who wants to keep my expressions and voice, happy.