Truth: Some Days I DO Want To Choke Him

I got an email a few weeks ago asking me about whether hubby and I put our dukes up have disagreements. Uhm, yeah, of course we do! I mean, we are two individuals with different personalities, opinions and that is perfectly fine with me. Most of the time.

I guess I got this email because I don't exactly talk about our disagreements. My blog isn't for that reason.

I'm not gonna lie, once I did write a blog about how pissed off I was at Sean but I decided not to post it, because I never want Sean to be seen in anything but radiant light. He is amazing all 99.99% of the time so why should I ever portray him differently. Although, just to point out that some days I would like to make him see things my way, I would share the post I never posted.

Reason: Because I'm not mad at him anymore and to be honest it is kinda funny. I also liked the fact that although I was pissed, I knew I wouldn't be pissed off for long. If that is not love, I don't know what is.
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Here is the post written on 11/24/2010 at 8:27pm:

98% of the time I truly dig my husband {you all know this, i write about it a lot on this blog}... it is only 2% of the time that I want to choke him. Not enough to kill him but enough to let him know I mean business.

I know that my husband digs me 99% of the time, because I know I only annoy him 1% of the time. I'm good like that.

Today, he made me I yelled. I don't like to yell. I don't even like to argue because I'm always right. What's the point of arguing if you're right anyway?

When I yell, I sound like another person. I sometimes feel it is another person because my natural voice can't get that high. Another person called Angry goes inside me and takes control of my body. I can't get her to leave my body until the hubs realizes he is wrong and apologizes.

Until then, my voice is abnormally loud. I don't like it. My cat doesn't like it. And my husband for sure doesn't like it.

I told him Angry would leave forever if he wouldn't piss me off.

Tomorrow, we will laugh about it. I would realize that it was something so small that even I would be surprised I raised my voice. But for now, I'm gonna choke him if he says another annoying thing.

I wish I had someone to take a picture of us right now. It might make you giggle but since I only have pictures of happy times, here goes:


I will only stay annoyed for another hour because I can't go to bed angry at him. Go figure. I love this man even though I really DO want to choke him right now.
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Looking at it now, it really wasn't that horrible of a post and to be honest, I can't even recollect what I was mad about. So there you have it! Why post something negative about your husband for the whole world to read, when in a few months you won't even remember what you were mad about? Something to think about.